Am I Part of a Twin Flame Connection

I remember the first time I heard the term Twin Flame. One of my best friends (who had rarely dated) had met a guy and he totally changed her world. She was cray-cray over him in the best of ways. When she talked about him, she gushed, and she completely changed her world for him. When they went through separation, after a year and a half had past, she still couldn’t get over him. She was static in her life. She couldn’t focus on work. She was extremely depressed, and she just couldn’t stop talking about what he may or may not be doing, thinking, or feeling. She started going to psychics and spiritual healers. She tried cord cutting and crystals and anything else that she could do to try and get him either to come back or for her to stop hurting. 

At the time she was going through all of this, I didn’t doubt the existence of a twin flame. I saw the change that had come over her and she and I were so close that I could feel the energy that she was emitting. I couldn’t relate to the emotional or energetic connection she was describing to me, although I didn’t judge and was there for her. I was personally in a very unhappy marriage at this time. I was a bit envious of the love and attraction she described, but I didn’t think more of it in terms for myself. 

Then one day I was scrolling on Twitter, and I saw him JRR. That was his name at the time. There was something that drew me to him immediately and I felt my stomach lurch every time I saw him post. Within a week I was completely obsessed with him and he with me. We messaged each other constantly and I decided to leave my husband. I was in love. I thought this man must be my soulmate. What other explanation could there be?? 

I had never felt this way before, and I felt sick all the time if even an hour or two passed without a message from him. The addiction was extremely active. I kept having the term “twin flame” pop up in my head but would pass it off as a joke. There is no way I could have a twin flame after my friend was in a connection. I mean, what are the odds? I knew it wasn’t a very common thing and thought, there was no way we both could have one. So maybe it was just a soul mate. 

It wasn’t until I went through my Dark Night of the Soul, after he left me, that I knew this wasn’t a soul mate connection. I felt like I couldn’t go on living anymore. And this was after one and a half years of constantly living in toxic addictive energy (that in and of itself was awful). But the Dark Night, through me for a loop. I couldn’t eat or sleep. I couldn’t do anything but curl up in a ball and cry. I was a mess (and that is an understatement). I couldn’t bear to be awake, but my mind wouldn’t let me sleep. I was in a state of utter hopelessness and emotional trauma. 

Learning that I was in a Twin Flame connection, allowed me to start to find myself and align with soul. I understood that the turmoil and craziness of the connection was specifically part of my soul’s journey. And I took this as an opportunity to find myself. And that is just what I did. I learned how to balance my addictive energy, found my soul’s purpose, and learned how to align with soul. My person came back, and we are now more at peace than ever before. 

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